We search for the words to determine we’re not worthless
We know we’re just pawns in a scheme that seems perfect
And time after time we’re simply left wordless
I’m trapped in the crossfire, tryna keep my head
But I can’t keep shit with all these bitches in my bed
All these bitches are my sins and they bite ‘til I’m red
And the sins Come Together like The Beatles ’til I’m dead
I’m dead, I’m dead, they done shot me to the earth
Now I’m lifted like a gift to baby Jesus, call it merth
Then I’m shining like a star but still can’t ascertain my worth
All of this because some motherfucker put me in the dirt
I’m hurt, I’m hurt, well I’ll see my nigga Coop
When I’m sent to the Divine I’ll just start making my group
But for now I’m on this planet with my loved ones on my mind
And my heart on my sleeve guaranteed to spit the truth
I’m trapped in the crossfire, tryna keep my head
But I can’t keep shit with all these bitches in my bed
All these bitches are my sins and they bite ’til I’m red
And the sins Come Together like The Beatles ’til I’m dead
My sins, my sins, I’m bearin’ all my sins
Like it’s Reconciliation it’s ’bout time for a confession
I’ve bowed, remembered, it’s time for the reflection
Like the crimes of my past or awkward moments as a kid
The self-pity is over ’til it creeps back in my brain
Then my heart turns to metal so I’m feeling cold pain
We’ve seen it all before, the struggle to maintain
And we use our weaknesses as crutches and little canes
The storms, the rains, the freezer and the flames
The men, the dames, the shrew have now been tamed
We’ve all done learnt our lessons and we won’t do it again
But we keep taking the same steps to failure in the end
I really want to know where the road will lead
I’ve seen so much already but I don’t see me
I see so many people in my life doing great in the future
But when I look ahead my own I can’t see
But that’s just the way things go
Whatever’s waitin’ for us we’re not supposed to know
Just go…we’re not supposed to know
Just go
Just go